Nowadays, I have being so not me. Eh? It is because, I’m easily being washed away together with what I think, well to be exact, and it’s a dream. Haha. Berangan. Kebelakangan ni, ehem since I start my internship, my mind becomes haywire. That’s why kot I’m lost in my dream. Kehkehkeh. Hanyut je sampai mana entah.
I’m not sure what I really think, but entah la. It’s not because I had a lot of work to do, it’s just that I lost my focus and I had short term memory problems too! Gyahahhaha. What happen to me? This is so not me. Sobs. I forgot what I wanna do next, what to tell, etc. In term of task given at the office, Alhamdulillah, I can cope with them so well. I’m learning and in the midst to fall in love with what I’m doing! Really, no joke. I started to enjoy everything as long as I can be home before dark then it should be okay. Am very particular about time. My attendance always 20-25 minutes early and I left the office 10-15minutes after 5.45pm. Good enough kan? Btw, I’m only an intern. Hehe. So I don’t expect myself to work till midnight. LOL
Talking about being washed away with the dream, I had one funny story. Haha. Well, at least for me. That one day, masa nak balik rumah, as usual kena la naik lift kan. (naya ko tak naik lift, tingkat 10 hokeyy?) So there a few other people naik lift yang sama sambil tekan different level. Steady je duk kat belakang, sambil mata tak lepas pandang ada seorang tu, tergesa-gesa masuk lift, kat tangan dia ada helmet. Entah kenapa la aku asyik sangat tengok dia, sampai lift berhenti kat level 10 pun aku duk diam je dalam tuh. Last-last sedar je masa lift dah dekat level 11! Tu pun sebab lelaki tu dah keluar. Hahahaha. Bongekk sangat aku ni ha, there’s nothing unusual about that man, but I just don’t know why. Pandang je dia, tapi I thought my mind going somewhere else. Ke Paris kot, like he always said. Sampai level 11, laju-laju keluar turun tangga, padahal lift tu turun bawah balik jugak. Cuma masa tu I really can’t think to stay calm in that lift dan turun balik ke level 10. Nampak tak betapa gelabah+taksempat fikir+pening nya aku? Hahahaha. Silly me! Hehe. Dalam LRT pun ai selalu stare at people tapi masih terkawal lagi, walaupun macam hanyut kat beberapa station, bila sampai station aku je, aku dah terjaga dari mimpi. Haha. Janganla terlajakkkk. TAK NAK berangan dah.
But, recently, my life dah lebih teratur. Hihi. I had my time arranged so well, I suit myself with new environment and most importantly (kejap nak fikir, lupa dah) haaa, I know my responsibility. (as student, daughter, HambaNya, his fiancée etc) Huehue.
*pics ke'hanyutan' ni dah lama iolls snap tau, dalam office time bohsan*
Okay la, I shall stop here before hanyut lagi dan tak tahu apa aku tulis. Kehkehkeh.