#kesinambungan entry semalam#
Seharian hari ni kita berselisih faham. For God sake, it was terrible, very painful to me. Masing-masing berkeras dengan pendapat sendiri, persoalan sendiri. (we both degil) I know, none of us would be sitting still after this problem arise, apa lagi awak. Saya? Yang saya tau ialah fikirrrr je terus dan terus. Even our mums pesan, ‘don’t think too much’. It is that WE can’t stop thinking. *sigh*
At first, we both try kan, calming each other. Well, at least I did that. Dalam calming tak calming sangat tu, stil terbawa-bawa fikiran jauh, mula la jadi geram, marah dan sebagainya. Both tak nak DIAM, jadi la PERANG.
Mujur that war sekejap je. At last we both realize kan dalam hal ni, we need each other support. Tolerate is the best. Dalam sepakat tu masih gak bawak ke misunderstands,(punca come from me, as usual), tapi you are great at handling my feelings. So far. Alhamdulillah. Bila seorang keras, the other one should be lembut kan? As you did. Me should learn more from you. Ni tak, bila awak marah, saya lagi angin. Ye, jangan cakap ape, sebab sebenarnya saya SEDAR. Will improve time to time okayh?
So yeah, thank you love, sebab finally help me to reduce the pain. Even we have to fight all day long. Tskkk. You too rasa that pain, tapi still you cuba nak reduce the pain I had. So good of you. I am sure, GOOD THINGS will come to us, so I think we should wait, PATIENTLY.. kalau tak, maybe in the FUTURE. Siapa tahu?
Phew, finally, you swept away my CRAZY emotions, letting me DROWN in my fantasy world again, chit chat’in bout many things, makes me feel GOOD again. Deep in my heart, I hope you do feel the same thing as me, eh? Jom la kita LET GO benda yang sepatutnya kita tak fikir ni dulu..
because, ALLAH knows best =’)
So dear, thanks for let me hear your laugh again at the end of the conversation earlier. Me already rindu gelak tu lepas sehari jadi serius. Heee (==’’)
Again, TERIMA KASIH.
#this love memo (?) ditujukan kepada dia as only he knows what I am talking about. Nak cakap ayat2 camni on the phone memang TAK. Because, I writing better than talking.
(I know he is the setia reader of mine, this is the best medium..huhuk)
Since the blog is public, I don’t mind that, just you (other reader, if any) who might feel “what the … is she talking about?” PLEASE..ignore this. Later I’ll be updating on many other specific thing, okayh?